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Friday 29 June 2012

Sisters par poem

Sisters are caring, lovely & cute,
To us, they are the God-tribute;
On their faces, love & affection meet,
The Heaven exists beneath their feet.

They are the embodiments of the Goddess,
They spread prosperity, wealth & happiness;
Their love is the most pure form of love,
They like peace & the pairs of dove.

When you become sad, they feel your pain,
Their affection falls on you like sweet rain;
They just love you ignoring all your cons,
To your problems, they become hindrance.

They care for you without any selfishness,
They keep you smiling & apart from disgrace;
“So care for them as much as you can,
They are above all, O Brave Man!”

A Father poem

A father is someone who even without showing
Is close to you & sees the best in you;
He holds your hand whenever you fall,
Always try to fulfil all the wishes of you.

You are a part of his divine body,
He blessed you with this beautiful life;
No one ever can return his debt,
He is the only lord of your life.

He is with you in all your bad & good times;
He loves & helps you without any desire,
He doesn’t expect anything from you;
You are precious to him as a blue Safire.

His blessings will help you to get,
A beautiful, content life & happiness;
So, always treat him just like the God,
In your life, there will be no disgrace.............

My Brother poem

He is lovely but so naughty,
He thinks that it’s good to be bad;
He is my only blessed brother,
He is some crazy and some mad.

He shows that he is angry,
All the time, on me, on everything;
I know, he loves me a lot,
But never want to show that thing.

Whenever he hurts me with bad works,
I see him with doleful eyes;
On the spot, he says sorry to me,
And then he becomes very shy.

He always does some naughty works,
But I love him just the way he is;
I want to see him always happy,
And like to fulfill his every wish.

I Love You My Mother!

I told you something never
That I scared of darkness ever;
I love you & will love you forever,
I think, you know it my mother!

Don’t leave me in the crowd like that,
That I can never come back;
Don’t send me far away from you
That I will always feel your lack.

You consoled me whenever I was sad,
Always treated me as your precious treasure,
But now you’re separating your graft from you,
Have I become that bad my mother?

I showed you something never
That I cared about you ever;
I love you & will miss you forever,
I know, you know it all my mother!

Manzil Ayegi - Shayari

Manzil Zara B Dur Na Thi Us Nishan Se,
Thak k Gira Tha Jaha Parinda Udan Se,
Barish ki Dua IsLiye Mangta Nai,
K Darya Bahut Qarib Hai Mere Makan Se

Family Poems

MoM

When I was little and I cried
You lovingly held me, and let the last tear fall,
When I would scrape my knee
You'd bandage it up and say "be careful".
When my birthday was horrible, you smiled
And promised the next would be perfect.
When I would lose my temper,
You had a way to calm me down.
When my friends left me behind,
You gave me ice cream and said
"they'll come around"
When I had a nightmare
You'd tuck me in your bed and
Reassured me you'd never let harm find me.
When my 7th grade crush liked another,
You made me see it was his loss.
When it was my sweet 16
You threw me a party fit for a princess.
And made it a day I would always remember.
When the love of my life left me alone,
So sweetly you said, "This too shall pass."
When I broke your heart with disappointment
You came to me and said, "I still love you".
I know that you think that I forgot all this,
And take all you sacrificed for granted,
But that's just not true.
At times I'm stubborn, as well as you,
But never doubt for half a second that
I love you.
Although I am growing up and someday soon,
I'll have to bandage my own knee,
You'll always be the bet mother.
And I'll always be your little girl.


I AM HERE

I am
nothing more than part of time
by being has a clock
so too this universe of stars..
we both evolved from�
rock�

I am...

an unwrapped gift of endless love,�
beneath the Christmas tree of life
I am mother, father, friend and foe�
I am husband,� I am�.
wife

I am...

brother, sister, uncle, aunt...
I am mountain, I am sea...
I am neighbour, I am stranger
I am prisoner,.. I am
free

I am

nothing more than part of time
each second is a gift
a fleeting chance to share�
to love,� to find someone�
their burden I can�
lift


Pride

Brown crumpled leaf
In an autumn mud puddle

Brittle and old

but weightless
as dust on sunlight

Crosswalks and street signs

are noise
loud and distracting
of little meaning

Clouds move along the sky

with moist grace and fluid movement

but the ground below is dry and cracked


Life comes and goes

while weather and erosion are continuous

Humans kill themselves with self-importance

and their lives

Soft gusts of wind in an endless storm

lose any meaning

They might have had.


Tress of green


Trees of green

Flowers of bloom
Clouds of vapours
Streets of gloom.

Earth of wonders

Skies of gold
Sights of breath
Hands of fold.

Dews of dust

Thorns of flesh
Raids of blood
On fingers of trust.

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.

He said, "Please excuse me too;

I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.

We went on our way and we said goodbye.

However, at home a different story is told,

How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,

My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.

"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.

I did not realize how harshly I had spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,

God's still small voice came to me and said,

"While dealing with a stranger,

common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,

you will find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.

He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise;

you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small,

and now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;

"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"

He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they are pretty like you.

I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;

I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."

I said, "Son, I love you too,

and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

FAMILY

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days.
However, the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more

into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think? 

 
 When You Thought I Wasn't Looking


A message every adult should read,because children are watching you and doing as you do,not as you say.

When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one.


When you thought I wasn't looking saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals.


When you thought I wasn't looking, saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life.


When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God.


When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other.


When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing and I learned that those who have something should give to those who don't.


When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you take care of our house and everyone in it and I learned we have to take care of what we are given.


When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw how you handled your responsibilities, even when you didn't feel good and I learned that I would have to be responsible when I grow up.


When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry.


When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be.


When you thought I wasn't looking, learned most of life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and productive person when I grow up.


When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked at you and wanted to say, "Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking."

Dear Mother

Whatever I am today...whatever little I have achieved...would never had been possible without...

The invisible helping hand, blind faith and slient prayers of my beloved Mother!


You are the God's Greatest Gift to me...


I Love You 'MA'!!

FOR MY PAPA

YOU SHOWED ME THE ROPES,
YOU GAVE ME A HAND UP TO REACH THEM,
BUT YOU NEVER PULLED THEM FOR MR.

YOU MADE ME HEAR THE MUSIC,

EXPLAINED TO ME THE NOTES,
BUT YOU NEVER MADE ME HEAR THEM.

YOU TAUGHT ME THE WORDS,

MADE ME UNDERSTAND THEM,
BUT NEVER HELD THE PEN FOR ME.

YOU SHOWED ME THE FLOWERS,

IDENTIFIED THEM FOR ME,
BUT NEVER SMELT THEM FOR ME.

YOU LOVED ME UNCONDITIONALLY,

NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN,
AND THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....


There Is A Child
there is a child
who sits and broods
over her inability to age
tingling with the need
to run her shaking fingers
over the hands
of the boy beside her.

there is a child

who sits and stares
out the window
towards the ocean
because dreaming is the method
she must use
to save a smile.

there is a child

who sits and weeps
over innocence forgotten
and experience neglected
with the rising tide
and crashing waves.

there is a child

who will lay down
beneath a shroud
to be abandoned
and no mother will dare mourn
in the wake of her new day.


Silver St

Slowly,silently,now the moon

Walks the night in her silver shoon;
This way, and that, she peers, and sees,
Silver fruit upon silver trees;
One by one the casements catch
Her beams beneath the silvery thatch;
Couched in his kennel, like a log,
With paws of silver sleeps the dog;
From their shadowy cote the pink breasts peep
Of doves in a silver-feathered sleep;
A harvest mouse goes scampering by,
With silver claws, and silver eye;
And moveless fish in the water gleam,
By silver reeds in a silver stream.

The Crystal Gazer ...

The Crystal Gazer
I shall gather myself into my self again,
I shall take my scattered selves and make them one.
I shall fuse them into a polished crystal ball
Where I can see the moon and the flashing sun.
I Shall sit like a sibyl, hour after hour intent.
Watching the future come and the present go -
And the little shifting pictures of people rushing
In tiny self-importance to and fro.



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Though it doesn't show
It still hurts inside
Still I think of all the times
I sat alone and cried
My childhood was ruined
and I can't go back in time

Momma, what were you thinking

What was going through your mind
Daddy you've done so much wrong
It kills me inside and brings me down
Still, I try to stand tall and strong
But all I can do is frown

Did you think I'd never know

Did you even care
How could you leave for days at a time
Like I wasn't even there
I try to hold my head up
but there's not a day I don't think of the past

I hide the feelings deep down inside me

Did you think I'd forget that fast
It's been years and there are more years to come
and still it'll hurt me as the days pass by
I'll never understand why you did it
I'll never understand why you lied

Yeah...it's better now

and everything is fine
But you will never understand
What I had in my mind
I felt like you didn't want me
Like I was nothing in this world

Mom and Dad, you were addicted to crack

I was an eight year old girl
I lived with family and friends
'cause all the money went for crack
Didn't know where you were going
Didn't know when you would be back

Daddy, I watched you beat my mom

She didn't leave 'cause she was addicted
Every time we'd find a place and settle down
A month later we'd be evicted
I was eight; my sister was nine
My little brother was two
How would it make you feel
If your parents did that to you

You will never understand

How you made us feel inside
So many times I stayed up late
Couldn't sleep, could only cry
I know I wouldn't do that to my kids
So you did teach me something good
But why you would want to do that to us
Is something I never understood

I can never forgive you for that mistake

Because it has changed my whole life
There was always nothing but drama
So there was always strife
I still love you with all my heart
Nothing can make that change
Nothing can make you not my parents
Nothing can make the past rearrange

I'm gald I turned out the way I did

and not like most kids would
I know what not to do
and I know what I should
I love you, Mom
and I love you, Dad
I love you for not giving me
The things I never had

FATHER
WHO IS A FATHER
AN ANGLE OR HUMAN?
HE IS WISE , HE IS VERY NICE
WHO UNDERSTANDS HIS CHILD FROM EVERY SIDE
PROTECTIVE AND CARING
GREAT AND DARING
HE IS A TEACHER, HE IS A GUIDE
HE IS LOVING AND IS ALWAYS RIGHT
SO WE SHOULD PRAY FOR HIS LONG LIFE
AS HE IS AN INDISPENSABLE PART OF OUR LIVES


Grandmothers

Grandmothers are mothers who are grand,
Restoring the sense that our most precious things
Are those that do not change much over time.
No love of childhood is more sublime,
Demanding little, giving on demand,
More inclined than most to grant the wings
On which we fly off to enchanted lands.
Though grandmothers must serve as second mothers,
Helping out with young and restless hearts,
Each has all the patience wisdom brings,
Remembering our passions more than others,
Soothing us with old and well-honed arts.

Great Bosses Grant The Glory They Receive

Great bosses grant the glory they receive,
Offering their praise and their devotion.
On them the mantle settles like a cloak
Designed to shelter lots of little folk,
Bearing them along in its emotion.
Yet freely we give more than we receive,
Eager to float that ship upon our ocean.


IF I Could Give My Mother The World

Or anything she wanted,
I'd give her my own heart and soul
And leave my own heart haunted.
I'd take upon myself her life
With all its strife and pain,
And let her ease into some space
Where she could live again.

The pain for me would not be pain,

At least not for a while;
For I'd be doing it for her,
And I would see her smile.

Behold The Mother

Behold the mother with her newborn child!
An icon of a hope that never dies.
Death may label all we cherish lies,
Yet this love lies too deep to be defiled.
We clear an inner field where fate has smiled,
Letting play the pleasures of surmise,
Holding back all contrary replies,
As though our thoughts might turn the winters mild.
Despite the well-known travesties of time,
Each time a child is born we dream anew,
For only thus our losses are regained.
Though we must share the destiny of slime,
No passion in our palette is more true
Than that which cradles innocence unstained.

Families Are Created Out Of Love

Families are created out of love
And live within the cup of love's large hands.
No momentary pain can love remove
Or taint the trust of one who understands.
We live at times at odds with those who love us,
Colliding in our anger like great waves,
Refusing to have anyone above us
Nor willing to give up what passion craves.
But anger is a storm we know will pass,
And freedom is the nature of the will.
We run like wild horses through the grass
Yet know we are constrained by hunger still.
Sometimes, obsessed with losses and with gains,
We turn towards home and find that love remains.

Feeling Sorry For Myself ...

I start with a groan, swelling to a moan,
rising to a keen, ascending
to a shriek that tapers off in a thin wail.
I hug myself and, whimpering,
rock back and forth on my heels.
No one has ever known such sadness.
No one can grasp how I feel.

I smash an egg over each eye.

I smear my face with coal and pepper.
I wear a paper bag soaked through
with spoiled watermelon and pork grease.
I shred my happy past - my books,
pictures, and poems, published or not.
Ill never fly fish again.

Ill never make love again.

Ill never sit outside and watch night
stretch its starry tent over the sky.
There will be no more metaphors.
I am more sorrowful than a sorrowing man.
Life has no more meaning to me
than a life without meaning.

My heart slows. My blood congeals

to brown, vein-clogging mush.
My stomach goes on strike; my colon
bars its door. People assume
Im terminal. They imagine what
would make them feel the way I look,
and project their paltry problems onto me.

As if they could fathom my misery

by waterwinging over its abyss!
My pain is too heavy to lift,
too vast to measure, too ineffable to name,
and incalculably too precious to share.
I dig my grave in a landfill, and topple in.
I rub dirt and dog droppings in my hair.

Ive sunk so low its funny; so I start to giggle.

Then to chortle. Then to roar. Mothers
clutch their bleating kids, and rush away.
Gangbangers dash to the far side of the street.
I crawl out of my grave, strip, and shower
with a gunk-filled water hose.
I shake and shiver, grinning, in the filty air.

I Cannot Speak

Dear son, I cannot speak, and yet
I have so much to say to you,
Too much for time and will to net.
Life goes with just this last adieu.
I have so much to say to you,
Far more than I can now convey.
Life goes with just this last adieu
To serve as what I want to say.

Far more than I can now convey,

I love you with a love that yearns
To serve as what I want to say,
Ablaze with joy that bleeds and burns.

I love you with a love that yearns

Too much for time and will to net.
Ablaze with joy that bleeds and burns

Mom's Love

Umer Bhar Seene Se Laga Kar Pala Hai Maa Ne
Ghalat Batoon Pe Thora Thora Mara Hai Maa Ne

Abhi Tak Wo Bachpane Ki Yadein Hain Baqi

Aur Wo Bachpane Ki Batein Hain Baqi

Ke Jab Mein Ne Bola Tha Maa Pehli Baar

Maa Ki Aankhon Mein Bhara Tha Kitna Pyar

Paida Huwa Tha To Kuch Nahi Tha Mein

Maa Ki Wajha Se Aaj Hoon Kya Kya Mein

Lalach To Kuch Nahi Meri Maa Ko Magar

Acha Ho Jo Dedoon Dil Tohfay Mein Agar

Maa Ko Choorte Hain Aise Kuch Log Hotay Hain

Phir Auroon Ke Liyay Wo Hamesha Sog Hotay Hain

Kuch Logoon Ke Liyay Maa Ko Choorte Nahi

Chahay Kuch Ho Jaye Moo Mortay Nahi

Maa Se Hamesha Hamein Sukh Milte Hain

Phir Bhi Us Ko Hamse Dukh Milte Hain

Kash Qurbaan Karoon Mein Sab Us Ki Sada Pe

Aur Wo Mujhe Pyar Karay Meri Issi Ada Pe

Maa Se Mujhe Meri Koi Juda Na Karay

Karoon Pyar Kissi Aur Se Khuda Na Karay....

My Mother On Her Sickbed...

My mother on her sickbed with the lightness
and hollowness of a person
Who has already said goodbye at an airport
In the beautiful and quiet area
Between parting and takeoff.

My mother on her sickbed.

All she had in her life is now
Like empty bottles in front of the door
That will show once more with colored labels
What filled them with joy and sadness.

Her last words, Take the flowers out of the room,

She said seven days before her death,
Then she closed herself for seven days,
Like the seven days of mourning.

But even her death created in her room

A warm hominess
With her sleeping face and the cup with its teaspoon
And the towel and the book and the glasses,
And her hand on the blanket, the same
hand that felt my forehead, in childhood.

Heredity

I am the family face;
Flesh perishes, I live on,
Projecting trait and trace
Through time to times anon,
And leaping from place to place
Over oblivion.

The years-heired feature that can

In curve and voice and eye
Despise the human span
Of durance -- that is I;
The eternal thing in man,
That heeds no call to die

Causation!

Said darling daughter unto me:
"oh Dad, how funny it would be
If you had gone to Mexico
A score or so of years ago.
Had not some whimsey changed your plan
I might have been a Mexican.
With lissome form and raven hair,
Instead of being fat and fair.

"Or if you'd sailed the Southern Seas

And mated with a Japanese
I might have been a squatty girl
With never golden locks to curl,
Who flirted with a painted fan,
And tinkled on a samisan,
And maybe slept upon a mat -
I'm very glad I don't do that.

"When I consider the romance

Of all your youth of change and chance
I might, I fancy, just as well
Have bloomed a bold Tahitian belle,
Or have been born . . . but there - ah no!
I draw the line - and Esquimeaux.
It scares me stiff to think of what
I might have been - thank God! I'm not."

Said I: "my dear, don't be absurd,

Since everything that has occurred,
Through seeming fickle in your eyes,
Could not a jot be otherwise.
For in this casual cosmic biz
The world can be but what it is;
And nobody can dare deny
Part of this world is you and I.

Or call it fate or destiny

No other issue could there be.
Though half the world I've wandered through
Cause and effect have linked us two.
Aye, all the aeons of the past
Conspired to bring us here at last,
And all I ever chanced to do
Inevitably led to you.

To you, to make you what you are,

A maiden in a Morris car,
IN Harris tweeds, an airedale too,
But Anglo-Saxon through and through.
And all the good and ill I've done
In every land beneath the sun
Magnificently led to this -
A country cottage and - your kiss."

My Mother Loves Her Animals And Me!

My mother loves her animals and me;
And, of course, my sister's in there, too.
She shows her love quite unmistakably:
She pets us all, no matter where or who.

I haven't sprouted yet a bushy tail,

Nor has my sister grown a toothy snout;
But I sometimes feel a dog in such detail
I pant and bark and scurry all about.

But I am glad my mother has a love

That cuts across the paths of innocence.
I know that her sweet feelings long will move
Me to appreciate her scents!

In 30 Years

So close have we become in thirty years:
Intimate as sisters, thick as friends;
So intermingled in our joys and tears
That each familiar glance a novel sends!
Even sisters sometimes grow apart,
Remembering but dimly days long past.
In us there is a closeness of the heart,
Natural yet loose enough to last.
Life often can with mad indifference cast
A pair together drawn from odds and ends,
While we could not be better matched by art.

khamoshiyan

woH pal hi kyaa jis pal meiN tum nahiN
tere ees dil meiN kyuuN ab hum nahiN..[2]

saNg hai ab taNhaa'iiYaaN..
saNg hai ab KhaamoShiYaaN..

KhaamoShiyaaN..! KhaamoShiYaaN..[6]

saaNsoN meiN hai.. aaNkhoN meiN hai
KhaaboN meiN hai.. raahoN meiN hai

KhaamoShiYaaN.. [3]

apnaa banaa ke Kho gaYe tum kahiN
aaNsuo meiN KhuShiYaaN hai gum kahiN--[2]

saNg hai ab tanhaa'iiYaaN...
saNg hai ab KhaamoShiYaaN...

KhaamoShiYaaN..! KhaamoShiYaaN..[6]

saaNsoN meiN hai.. aaNkhoN meiN hai
KhaaboN meiN hai.. raahoN meiN hai

KhaamoShiYaaN..[3]

woh pal hi kyaa.... !

Jee chahta hey

aasmaan mey janey ko jee chahta hey,
chandni churaney ko jee chahta hey,,

pyase labh jo na kah sakey kabhi,
vo vadey nibhaney ko jee chahta hey,,

jismon ka milna jaruri to nahin hota,
rooh mey utar janey ko jee chahta hey,,

kuch dair key liye rooth jao tum,
ajj tumko mananey ko jee chahtaa hey,,

khafa na hona agar bahak jaun main,
jajbaat jataney ko jee chahta hey,,

fitrat nahin meri magar na janey kyun,
koi nagmaa gungunaney ko jee chahta hey,,

jo khud main hi na samjh paya kabhi,
vo tumko samjhaney ko jee chahta hey,,,,

Bewafaiyan mujhase

फितरतन वो कर गए बेवफाइयां मुझसे
देकर कलम छीन ली रौशनाइयां मुझसे

जाने कैसे थे साये कैसे वो अँधेरे होंगे
अक्सर अंधेरों मे मिली परछाईयां मुझसे

खुद उठा के सर से लगा लेता हूँ पत्थर
पुराने दोस्तों सी मिली हैं रुस्वाइयाँ मुझसे

मैं चला हूँ कुछ दूर कुछ रास्ते भी चले हैं
कहाँ रहीं हैं मंजिल की आशनाईयां मुझसे

थाम ली है गिरते गिरते दिवार यादों की तेरी
तेरे बाद मिलतीं हैं तुझसी ही जुदाइयां मुझसे

सौदा साँसों का मुफ्त भी नहीं मंजूर उसे
बेचता हूँ ज़िन्दगी मिलती नहीं खुदाइयां मुझसे

Magar

Tum se Bohut Kuch, Kehna Hai Magar
Kabhi Tum Nahi Milte, Kabhi Alfaz Nahi Milte

Ye Doriyan To Mita Doon Mein, Ek Pal Mein Magar
Kabhi Kadam Nahi Chalte, To Kabhi Raste Nahi Milte

Tumhen Pana Chahta Hoon, Umar Bhar Ke Liye Magar
Kabhi Halat Nahi Milte, To Kabhi Jazbat Nahi Milte !!

Tum

Tumko barish pasand hai,
Mujhko barish mai tum..... ♥

Tumko hansna pasand hai,
Mujhko hanstey hue tum..... ♥

... Tumko bolna pasand hai,
Mujhko bolte hue tum...... ♥

Tumko sab kuch pasand hai,
Or Mujhe Sirf Tum ..... ♥

I Had A Rough Time With Three Kids By Myself

I had a rough time with three kids by myself,
And I know that I didn't do well.
Counseling, fights, children's services, courts:
What I put you through must have been hell.
But I loved you - all of you - all of that time,
When my heart seemed to break every day,
When crushed, and crushed, and crushed against stones,
I would that the wind were my way.

And I tried - how I tried - to be what you needed

And show you the love in my heart.
But often the fantasy crashed and exploded,
And all that I was came apart.

And now you are grown, I don't ask forgiveness,

Just some understanding will do,
Of the person, however imperfect, whose life
And whose love was devoted to you.

Families........

Families are created out of love
And live within the cup of love's large hands.
No momentary pain can love remove
Or taint the trust of one who understands.
We live at times at odds with those who love us,
Colliding in our anger like great waves,
Refusing to have anyone above us
Nor willing to give up what passion craves.
But anger is a storm we know will pass,
And freedom is the nature of the will.
We run like wild horses through the grass
Yet know we are constrained by hunger still.
Sometimes, obsessed with losses and with gains,
We turn towards home and find that love remains.

Dear Son, I Cannot Speak

Dear son, I cannot speak, and yet
I have so much to say to you,
Too much for time and will to net.
Life goes with just this last adieu.
I have so much to say to you,
Far more than I can now convey.
Life goes with just this last adieu
To serve as what I want to say.

Far more than I can now convey,

I love you with a love that yearns
To serve as what I want to say,
Ablaze with joy that bleeds and burns.

I love you with a love that yearns

Too much for time and will to net.
Ablaze with joy that bleeds and burns,
Dear son, I cannot speak, and yet . . .

Your Legacy Must Be Both Love And Fear

Your legacy must be both love and fear.
I know that when you died, you feared for me.
The family curse you carried in your breast
Was not a gift you wanted to pass on.
But fear of it, just like my love for you,
Must linger in my heart, unwelcome guest!
And as I weep for your too early death,
I also can hear rumblings of my own.

Ah, Mother! We are linked like paper dolls,

A line of little cutouts in a row.
I see my clearest memories in my mirror
And feel your anguish bloom beneath my breast.

For this, my love for you is more, not less.

In our misfortune there's a common grace:
For me, in that you must have grieved my burden;
For you, in that you must have mine foreseen.

Little Brown Baby!

Little brown baby wif spa'klin' eyes,
Come to yo' pappy an' set on his knee.
What you been doin', suh -- makin' san' pies?
Look at dat bib -- you's es du'ty ez me.
Look at dat mouf -- dat's merlasses, I bet;
Come hyeah, Maria, an' wipe off his han's.
Bees gwine to ketch you an' eat you up yit,
Bein' so sticky an sweet -- goodness lan's!
Little brown baby wif spa'klin' eyes,
Who's pappy's darlin' an' who's pappy's chile?
Who is it all de day nevah once tries
Fu' to be cross, er once loses dat smile?
Whah did you git dem teef? My, you's a scamp!
Whah did dat dimple come f'om in yo' chin?
Pappy do' know you -- I b'lieves you's a tramp;
Mammy, dis hyeah's some ol' straggler got in!

Let's th'ow him outen de do' in de san',

We do' want stragglers a-layin' 'roun' hyeah;
Let's gin him 'way to de big buggah-man;
I know he's hidin' erroun' hyeah right neah.
Buggah-man, buggah-man, come in de do',
Hyeah's a bad boy you kin have fu' to eat.
Mammy an' pappy do' want him no mo',
Swaller him down f'om his haid to his feet!

Dah, now, I t'ought dat you'd hug me up close.

Go back, ol' buggah, you sha'n't have dis boy.
He ain't no tramp, ner no straggler, of co'se;
He's pappy's pa'dner an' play-mate an' joy.
Come to you' pallet now -- go to yo' res';
Wisht you could allus know ease an' cleah skies;
Wisht you could stay jes' a chile on my breas'--
Little brown baby wif spa'klin' eyes!

On The Beach At Night!

1
ON the beach, at night,
Stands a child, with her father,
Watching the east, the autumn sky.

Up through the darkness,

While ravening clouds, the burial clouds, in black masses spreading,
Lower, sullen and fast, athwart and down the sky,
Amid a transparent clear belt of ether yet left in the east,
Ascends, large and calm, the lord-star Jupiter;
And nigh at hand, only a very little above,
Swim the delicate brothers, the Pleiades.

2

From the beach, the child, holding the hand of her father,
Those burial-clouds that lower, victorious, soon to devour all,
Watching, silently weeps.

Weep not, child,

Weep not, my darling,
With these kisses let me remove your tears;
The ravening clouds shall not long be victorious,
They shall not long possess the sky�shall devour the stars only in apparition:
Jupiter shall emerge�be patient�watch again another night�the Pleiades
shall
emerge,
They are immortal�all those stars, both silvery and golden, shall shine out again,
The great stars and the little ones shall shine out again�they endure;
The vast immortal suns, and the long-enduring pensive moons, shall again shine.

3

Then, dearest child, mournest thou only for Jupiter?
Considerest thou alone the burial of the stars?

Something there is,

(With my lips soothing thee, adding, I whisper,
I give thee the first suggestion, the problem and indirection,)
Something there is more immortal even than the stars,
(Many the burials, many the days and nights, passing away,)
Something that shall endure longer even than lustrous Jupiter,
Longer than sun, or any revolving satellite,
Or the radiant brothers, the Pleiades.

O Thou My Lovely Boy!

O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
Dost hold Time's fickle glass his fickle hour;
Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow'st.
If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back,
She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
May Time disgrace, and wretched minutes kill.
Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
She may detain, but not still keep her treasure.
Her audit, though delayed, answered must be,
And her quietus is to render thee.

Negro Mother!

Children, I come back today
To tell you a story of the long dark way
That I had to climb, that I had to know
In order that the race might live and grow.
Look at my face -- dark as the night
Yet shining like the sun with love's true light.
I am the dark girl who crossed the red sea
Carrying in my body the seed of the free.
I am the woman who worked in the field
Bringing the cotton and the corn to yield.
I am the one who labored as a slave,
Beaten and mistreated for the work that I gave
Children sold away from me, I'm husband sold, too.
No safety , no love, no respect was I due.

Three hundred years in the deepest South:

But God put a song and a prayer in my mouth .
God put a dream like steel in my soul.
Now, through my children, I'm reaching the goal.

Now, through my children, young and free,

I realized the blessing deed to me.
I couldn't read then. I couldn't write.
I had nothing, back there in the night.
Sometimes, the valley was filled with tears,
But I kept trudging on through the lonely years.
Sometimes, the road was hot with the sun,
But I had to keep on till my work was done:
I had to keep on! No stopping for me
I was the seed of the coming Free.
I nourished the dream that nothing could smother
Deep in my breast -- the Negro mother.
I had only hope then , but now through you,
Dark ones of today, my dreams must come true:
All you dark children in the world out there,
Remember my sweat, my pain, my despair.
Remember my years, heavy with sorrow
And make of those years a torch for tomorrow.
Make of my pass a road to the light
Out of the darkness, the ignorance, the night.
Lift high my banner out of the dust.
Stand like free men supporting my trust.
Believe in the right, let none push you back.
Remember the whip and the slaver's track.
Remember how the strong in struggle and strife
Still bar you the way, and deny you life
But march ever forward, breaking down bars.
Look ever upward at the sun and the stars.
Oh, my dark children, may my dreams and my prayers
Impel you forever up the great stairs
For I will be with you till no white brother
Dares keep down the children of the Negro Mother.

Mother To Son!

Well, son, I'll tell you:
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
It's had tacks in it,
And splinters,
And boards torn up,
And places with no carpet on the floor
Bare.
But all the time
I'se been a-climbin' on,
And reachin' landin's,
And turnin' corners,
And sometimes goin' in the dark
Where there ain't been no light.
So, boy, don't you turn back.
Don't you set down on the steps.
'Cause you finds it's kinder hard.
Don't you fall now
For I'se still goin', honey,
I'se still climbin',
And life for me ain't been no crystal stair.

Family par poem

A Visit From Dad

As I look into the casket,
I see my reflection inside,
Around me I notice familiar faces weeping,
Then my father appeared at my side.

He takes me to moments

Through out my entire life,
Beginning with my 1st birthday,
Until the very moment in which I died.

Then he said "Son, I am disappointed,

For the things you have done and said,
You left your mother worried,
Praying that you were not dead."

"You seem to have taken for granted

The life that was so preciuosly given to you.
Look around you very carefully,
These are the people that you knew".

I asked with great confusion,

"What has happened to me?"
"Is there a reason that I am here?"
This I asked as I stood in disbelief.

He then replied,

"Now you will learn that there are people that care."
"I left you behind without saying I Love You,
I know that wasn�t fair."

"There was a fight between your mother and I,

One you did not happen to see,
But I pleaded with God to show my love
That I had so strongly for you,
That you would not die just like me."

"Things do happen for a reason,

This is true, but out of our reach.
So in return for my desperate plea,
This is the lesson I was sent to teach."

"Soon I�ll be gone and you will wake up in your bed,

Remember in your heart every word I�ve said."
"You�ve been fortunate enough to recieve another chance.
Now step back from the casket and take a second glance."

"The people you see gathered here

Are the ones that truly do care.
So appreciate them and show them your love.
For there is no promise that tomorrow will be there."

My Angel!

My angel has a heart so precious,
and sometimes her hair shines of gold.
She is full of love and kindness,
she makes my life meaningful and bold.

My angel is so smart,

always showing me the right way.
Without her I'd be lost,
I know she'll never lead me astray.

My angel is beautiful,

she is so special and like no other.
I love her,
for my angel is my mother.

My Father My Son

As a son I lost a father,
As a father, a son -
If the choice was mine I'd rather
Had not lost either one.

I do not know where I come from

Or where I am to go.
True, this fate is less than some
And more than some can know.

My father, my son - you both I miss

But we shall meet someday
In the kingdom where angels kiss
To chase the clouds away.

Freedom!

I was fifteen when Grandfather died,
his twisted body vanquished by too many years,
his mind confused by too many diluted memories,
his spirit still as strong and indomitable
as the day he first killed another man
to protect the life he loved.

It was hard for me to see the war hero he had been

within the wasted remnants of a wispy old man,
his flesh sunken between fragile bones,
his smooth, soft skin bleached paler
than the sheets that wrapped him
like a premature burial shroud.

It was hard to see the war hero he had been

until Grandfather opened his rheumy eyes,
the blue as pale as a winter sky,
as hard and cold as tempered steel.
When he opened his eyes and looked into your soul,
only then could you see it. Then you would know.

Those eyes were a pool of profound strength,


with unwept tears of pain and death floating

just below their placid, unbroken surface,
like ocean debris trapped within swift currents
and forever forbidden to emerge,
forbidden to pollute the sea that was his life.

But, still, the soiled debris was a part of him.

Grandfather survived the German occupation of his land,
fought life and death struggles in an Underground
that would not, could not accept the domination of others.
And when it was over, when he had outlived the death,
he had moved to a new land, a land of new-found friends.

In America, Grandfather built a new life,

while never forgetting the lessons of the old.
His melodious French was replaced with broken English,
the rifles with shovels, the knives with hammers.
But nothing ever supplanted his implacable courage,
nothing ever usurped his enduring strength.

Grandfather was a warrior, but he was also a teacher.

I listened to his words, saw his examples,
learned from the stories and histories he shared.
He showed me that courage and strength aren't independent qualities,
but rather are the inevitable results of abiding love.
"What you truly love," he would say, "can never be surrendered."

And Grandfather, more than most, loved Freedom.

I have since learned there are many who say it,
but few who really feel it.
And fewer still who understand it.
Grandfather once told me he never fought for Freedom.
He said, instead, he fought against domination.

We were sitting in the old wooden swing,

its paint as wrinkled and weathered
as the skin of my grandfather's aged face,
the sound of the river flowing through his yard
a backdrop for a classroom
with neither desks nor chalk boards.

"A man can never take away your Freedom," he told me.

"They can only take power and make you pay a higher price
when you choose to exercise it.
Hitler wanted to make that price a man's death.
There is always a price to be paid for Freedom,
but when the price becomes too high, a man must fight."

I remember he paused then, his irregular breath

like a clipped whistle as it wheezed past swollen nostrils.
I was used to his long lulls, a habit so many found irritating.
Grandfather was giving me time, I knew,
to ponder, to absorb, to believe.
And I knew, too, in knowing him, there would be more.

When he finally continued,

Grandfather's voice was almost a whisper.
"It works both ways," he said, leaning closer,
his minty breath an envelope around my face.
"A man can never take away your freedom,
and a man never grant it either."

Grandfather's voice had many tones within it,

and I had learned them all through the years.
"The laws of this country are good ones, mostly,"
he said in a reverent tone, an awed tone
that spoke of important lessons
to be learned.

"But you must always remember that its Constitution,

and all the laws Congress has passed since then,
don't give you one bit more Freedom
than you already have.
Laws are made by men. Laws change.
Your Freedom is part of you. It's forever."

I remember nodding my understanding,

and I remember Grandfather's hand falling to my shoulder.
He squeezed briefly, and I can only assume he was pleased.
It would be another two years
before he would lay in a death bed of virgin white,
and another two decades before I would really understand his words.

The Freedoms written within our laws are always conditional.

Freedom of the Press is amended by libel statutes,
and Search and Seizure laws are cast aside for Probable Cause.
All the laws, all the guarantees,
exist only at the whim of the courts and Due Process.
Grandfather understood.

Any government based on unconditional Freedom

would necessarily be a government of unconditional anarchy.
Our laws don't grant people Freedom.
Our laws only set the price that must be paid
when a citizen chooses to exercise our Freedom.
But the Freedom comes from within.

Grandfather was not a religious man, but he was a Godly man.

And I think he knew.
Our Creator gave us not only our existence,
but he granted us Free Will,
that we might choose between good and evil.
And that power of choice is what Freedom is really all about.

There will always be a price to pay for Freedom.

The price is set by the hand of man, by the laws we make.
When we are wise and good, the price is one we can bear.
And when we are neither wise nor good,
there will always be men like Grandfather,
with the courage and strength to fight for what they love.

Family Face!

I am the family face;
Flesh perishes, I live on,
Projecting trait and trace
Through time to times anon,
And leaping from place to place
Over oblivion.

The years-heired feature that can

In curve and voice and eye
Despise the human span
Of durance -- that is I;
The eternal thing in man,
That heeds no call to die

JAMMY!

There once was a boy
Who played not with toys;
He liked weed eaters and cars.
He took them apart
Into small little parts
And put them
In small little jars.
His mother said, �Gee,
It does seem to me
That everything�s coming apart.�
�How about putting back
The bric and the brac,
Until we are back like the start�.
And so Jamie did
As mommy had bid
And made a shiny machine;
From all of the parts
Of all of his starts,
So mommy could sweep up and clean.
And when she was done,
Just for some fun,
Mommy turned that machine on.
It clickled and clackled
Made noises and grackled,
And all the sudden, Mommy was gone!

A Visit From Dad 

I have a stepmother
And also a father
And keeping track
Is sometimes a bother
Cause there's a half brother
Who isn't my father
And also a mother
Who isn't my brother
And also a father
Whose step but not quite
So its really quite hard
To keep it all right.
And did I mention
That I have a sister?
In all of the bother
I just may have missed her.
This naming of names
Is really a fright
and it may keep me up
for half of the night.
But this family�s my family
And I don't have to fake it
Cause a family is a family
No matter how you make it.

Travels.....

In South Dakota it was cold.
I froze my nose outside.
I thought that I would live there
Until I froze and died.
But then we moved to Kansas
It was so very flat
The wind kept blowing all the time
And blew away my hat.
And then we moved to Texas
It was so very dry
My tears dried up so very fast
I couldn't even cry.
I live in Massacheusetts now,
At least just for today.
My parents always seem to move.
They never seem to stay;
Cause now I'm off to Georgia
I hear it's very hot
My parents say I'll like it
But I think I will not.

Twins!

My baby sisters
They are two
And also two they are
But they don't know
That they are two
Cause they can't count
That far.

Step Brother!

I have a lovely step brother
The best I've ever had.
I step on him when things go wrong
And I don't feel so bad.


Brothers!

I have a mean brother
And also another
They both are such a pain.
Why doesn't my mother
Sell one or the other
And send them away on a train?

Mom In Australia!

I only have my dad,
And that is really terrible
His cooking's very bad.

I wrote my mom to help me

When I didn't know what to do.
She sent my dad a recipe
For Australian kangaroo.

My daddy tried to cook it

But had to use a cat.
He thought it tasted really good
But I'm not getting fat.

I hope my mom comes home soon,

Before I have a fit
Cause daddy's making cooking
That would make a vulture sick.
A Family Is A Family! 

I have a stepmother

And also a father
And keeping track
Is sometimes a bother
Cause there's a half brother
Who isn't my father
And also a mother
Who isn't my brother
And also a father
Whose step but not quite
So its really quite hard
To keep it all right.
And did I mention
That I have a sister?
In all of the bother
I just may have missed her.
This naming of names
Is really a fright
and it may keep me up
for half of the night.
But this family�s my family
And I don't have to fake it
Cause a family is a family
No matter how you make it. 

yeh jeewan

yeh jeewan mujhe aazmata rahega
khushi de kay mujhko rulata rahega

aman shanti or hai pyar sab mai
yeh jhooti kahani sunata rahega

mere kachchay aangan ko barbaad kr kay
khayalo,n mai banglay dikhata rahega

basaunga khushyon mai tumko yeh keh kr
mujhe aansuvo,n se sajata rahega

lamhe bhr bhi aaram mai kr na paau,n
hamesha yeh mujhko satata rahega

mai ahsan agr chahunga mout bhi to
yeh jeevan hee mujhko bachata rahega

Tum Badal gye ho

uss say zabt kaa daaman chootne laga hai
woh mujh say baat baat pay roothne laga hai

uss ko shayad meri baaton pay yaqeen nahi raha
woh mujh say her baat ki wajah poochne laga hai

ussay bey'panha mohabbat hai mujh say
phir bhi ussay shak hoone laga hai

mujhey her waqt khush daikhne wala
abb mujhey aksar rulaane laga hai

Badal gyee hoon

Hud sae aagae nikalgayee hoon
Main bhi kitni badalgayee hoon

Lakh giraya um nae mujhko
Gir gir kae main sanmbhalgayee hoon

Jub na hoi takmeel-ae-khawahish
Bachchoan jaesi machalgayee hoon

Taqdeeroan kae khael anoakhae
Daekh kae khimat uchalgayee hoon

Main adamkhor hoon shayed
Khawhish saalim ningalgayee hoon

adamkhor,,man eater
saalim,,,completely

Aesae kiyoon hoon dari,dari main
Kiya main kisi kae mehel gayee hoon

Ehsaasoan ki garmii main RAZ
Moam kae jaesae pighalgayee hoon

Razia Yasmeen RAZ
Ehsaoan ki gami main RAZ
Moam kae jaesae pighalgayee hoon

Hawale kar diya maut ke

Laga ke khud ke ghar ko aag,
Chal diya mai muh maud ke,

Na rakha kuch bhi apne pass,
Khudko hawale ker diya maut ke,

Sajaya tha jin khato ko lahu se,
Bana diya rakh, aaj khud jala ke,

Jin haatho ne kalam di thi hume,
Wo tod di, aaj khud ke hatho se,

Karke aitbaar ankh rakhi hamesha nam,
Sahe har sitam, sirf un ke naam se,

Mile jab hume wo ajnabi ke banho mai,
Tuta har khawab, jise joda tha dil se,

Nahi reh paayenge hum aleke tanha,
Issliye khud ko duboya khud ke lahu se,

Laga ke khud ke ghar ko aag,
Khudko hawale ker diya maut ke...............

Meri dewangi

meri diwangi men logon ko bas paagalpan nazar aata hain,
mujhe har uss lamhen men apnaa saajan nazar aata hain,

lagta hain har dhadkan jaishe uske huqm ki gulaam ho gai,
dil ki ujhadi riyasat pe ab bhi uska saasan nazar aata hain,

uss se barsaat -e - ishq ki maine to ek boond hi chaahi thi,
par gam se chalkataa huaa apna daaman nazar aata hain,

badi muddatoN tak jishe apna aashiyana kaheta raha tha,
ab waha ek tuta makan aur suna aaNgan nazar aata hain,

ye ummid na rakh  ke pal men baras ke chala jayega,
Kabhi na thamne wala dard ka ye saawan nazar aata hain.

Katra Katra Sharab ka

ku aapni dosti ko hum badnaam kartey

dost he toh jindgi ke naam par they

kuch dur they toh kuch pass they

na jaaney hum ku unkey dil se anjaan they..!



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yaado ne jindgi ko jodna sikha diya

waado nehasrato ko bhulna sikha diya

es kadar badal jaayegi duniya hamari

diwane toh na they par diwana bana diya


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sikhne sikhane ke khel mai

na jaane hum kya kya ko baithey

paaney ki khushi ka sabab pata nahi

kuch or khone ka dar dil mai le baithey


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e-hawa mere dost ko mera salam dena

har subha unko khushi ek paigham dena

unhey baani rahey hamari yaad

mujhey bus itna sa inaam dena


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katra katra sharab ka tere kareeb le jata hai

tujhey chuney ki koshish mai paimana tut jata hai

bahut bachi hai abhi maykhaane mai

teri chahat ka nasha tut nahi pata hai



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kisi roz kisi ne mujhe rula diya

wada thaa dosti ka par bhula diya

unko thaa fasalo ka shouk

fasla toh thaa par mita nahi



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har khushi mai kam thaa

gam mai bhi kaha dum thaa

lafzo ki jindgi jeete hai

varna jindgi mai bhi kaha dum thaa



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wo yaad karna nahi jaante hum bhulna nahi jaante

yahi ek fasla hai hamari dosti mai

jaruri nahi koi ahsaas saath ho hamesha

kuch tum nahi jaante kuch hum nahi jaante



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mujhe duriyo ki parwah nahi

duriyo ke ahsaas se darta hu

har mukam mil ke juda ho jata hai

mai mukamo ki talash se darta hu




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( kisi anjaan ka likha hua )


wo bhi ek jamana thaa

tere gam se dostana thaa

aaina tutne ka gam nahi

uski toh kismat mai tut jana thaa

Gazal hai meri

Zholi Mein Kuch Hai Baki.. To Gazal Hai Meri..
Mera Roop Meri Pehchaan .. Gazal Hai Meri..

Koi Puche Kyaa Hai Mazhab Tera..Kahaa Ye Maine..
Shayari Deen Hai.. Imaan Gazal Hai Meri..

Kyaa Sukoon Ismein.. Oos Ki Boondon Ki Tarah..
Jindgi Ke Liye Muskaan... Gazal Hai Meri..

Zaalim Zamana Zakhm Chahe Jitne Bhi De de Mujhe...
Dil Ke Har Dard Ka Malham.. Gazal Hai Meri..

Koi Lamha .. Koi Ehsaas ... Ek Naya Khayal..
Mere Zinda Rehne Ki Vajah.. Gazal Hai Meri..

Mohabbat Ke Bahi-Khate Mein.. "Dil" Tera Nuksaan Hai..
Faida Hai Agar Koi.. To Gazal Hai Meri...

Zholi Mein Kuch Hai Baki.. To Gazal Hai Meri..
Mera Roop Meri Pehchaan .. Gazal Hai Meri..

uski chahat me pe main wari jau

Joh apne ko chor kar chala gaya hai
uski raaho par intezar hai usi ke aane ka

yeh jaante hue bhi jab ayega
kitni sugaate lekar ayega
mere liye isse badi baat kaya hogi
jab woh mere se lipat jayega
aur n ji bhar ke ussepyar karungi

uski chahat me pe main wari jau
wo jo kahe wai kardu uske liye
uss par kardu sab kuch apna nayochhwar
bus woh mujhe pyar kare aur karta rahe
iss kadar kare ki uske baad pyar ki pyass
jo hai kahtam hio jaye,
fir se naye din se shuruaat

har roz shingar karke soti hu main,
na jane kis din hojay unka deedar

mujse na pucho kya kar rahi hu main
uske khatir iss duniya me ji rahi hu main

woh nahi to kuch nahi hai meri dunia main
tanhai ki saath unki yaado me jaal rahi hu main

Khali hai jholi meri

kuchh chaaha hai dil ne aaj karne do,
Dar hai khushiyon sen naa darne do,

Qaabil nahi hoon main teri mahfil ken,
Bujhe chiraag ko kone men sarne do,

Zindagi teri kahin bikhar hi naa jaaye,
Daur-e-imtihaan se akele guzarne do,

Naa thaame rakh ab kaam na aaunga,
Tutaa aaina hoon tut kar bikharne do,

Keh do unse  khali hai jholi meri,
Khushi naseeb nahi dard hi bharne do.

Thursday 28 June 2012

Yaadein basi hai aapki

Jahaa.n Jahaa.n Nazar Meri Ruke.. Yaadein Basi Hai Aapki
Aasoon Nahi Aakhon Se .. Yaadein Behti Hai Aapki

Har Mausam.. Har Patjhad… Aur Baadlon Ki Rawani Mein..

Jahaa.n Jahaa.n Chaman… Jaaha Jaaha Gulshan
Waha.n Waha.n Nishani Aapkli

Saahil Pe Dekha Humne Samander Me Maujo Ko Aate Huye..

Aur Uske Upar Chal Rahi.. Naazuk Sawaari Aapki

Jahaa.n Jahaa.n Nazar Meri Ruke.. Yaade Basi Hai Aapki

Yeh Taaro Ke Jhumke Jo Aasma Me Latke Hai..
Keh Rahe Hai Mujhe Kahaani Aapki

Khuli Aakhein, Raat Ki God Mein.. Bichaaye Bister…

Aakhein Bhi Phalak Par.. Tasveer Banaati Hai Aapki..
Jahaa.n Jahaa.n Nazar Meri Ruke.. Yaade Basi Hai Aapki

Naya Kyaa .. Puraana Kyaaa… Hasna Kyaa Aur Rona Kyaa..

Barso Ke Baad Bhi.. Taazaa Hai Yaadein Aapki..
Khud Ko Bhula.. Bhulaa.n Kitaabe Jitni Bhi Padi,,,
Yaad Kiye Bina Yaad Hai Jo.. Baatein Aapki….

Laakh Hai Saaathi.. Naa Jaane Kitni Hai Mehphill…

Phir Bhi Akelaa Hoonn… Aur Sirf Yaadein Aapki…
Jahaa.n Jahaa.n Nazar Meri Ruke.. Yaadein Basi Hai Aapki
Aasoon Nahi Aakhon Se .. Yaadein Behti Hai Aapki

An Angel In My Life

An angel came into my life
Never leaving my side
Gentle is his touch
Eager is his mind
Little laughter of his echoes in my house

In him I see my joys

Nothing is more precious then my boy

Mother he calls making me shine

Young or old this angel is mine

Love of his is so innocent

I thank God for this special present
Forever this angel holds a special place
Enjoying his every little mile and embrace.......

Little Brother

I have a little brother,

I like him.

He plays with me,
And I play with him.

He is a good boy,

I want him to be more good.
He will be quiet
when he does not want something,

He will cry when he is hungry and

when he wants any other thing.
He is my brother always.

Essence Of Humanity

When I found out my mom had cancer
I refused to believe
That this woman that I loved so much
Was dying

I ignored it as much as I could

Denied it from day one
That there was no possible way
That one day she�d be gone

I burned it from my memory

That this diesase was actually real
That it was taking over her body
Making her helpless and ill

I couldn�t believe

That someone so sweet and pure
That was the essence of humanity
That there very life was ripped from them, shreaded and torn

I couldn�t understand why

My mother was being taken from me
The one who understood me the most
Was being forced to leave

And the very hour

That there was turning back
That she was offically leaving the world
I ran and hid in the back

I couldn�t believe that my mother was dying

I didn�t even kiss her goodbye
Instead I sat there selfish in the corner
Screaming WHY OH WHY!

It�s been over five years since that moment

And I am only now accepting that she died
More important I am accepting that she lived
That she lived so happy of a life

You see my mother, my angel

She had so much love in her heart
And even though she had hardships upon her
She never let that pain tear her apart

And even though she was going through so much

She was always thinking of others
She touched everyone�s heart that she met
I had the most increbile mother!

Daddy's Little Girl

If I had my life to do over,
I'd have chosen you to be my dad
once more.
Even if it meant losing you again,
It's worth all the tears in the
world.
You were my sunshine when skies
were gray.
I loved you and honored you;
You took all my tears away.
I was happy to be with you,
Proud to be your little girl.
Sometimes we would argue,
But to me you meant the world.
Your love was always pure;
You treated me as your own.
Your time seemed all too short and
I feel so alone.
What can I take from this?
My heart is completely crushed.
But nothing loved is ever lost -
And you are loved so much.

Dad

Dad...so many images come to mind
whenever I speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.

What happened to those lazy days

when I was just a child;
When my life was consumed in you
in your love, and in your smile.

What happened to all those times

when I always looked to you;
No matter what happened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.

Dad, some days I hear your voice

and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning...it seems
the sound has been erased.

Dad, who will I turn to for answers

when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.

Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time

and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.

Please always know I love you

and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.

Today, Jesus, as You are listening

in your home above;
Would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.

The Gift

I want to give you something, my child,
for we are drifting in the stream of the world.
Our lives will be carried apart,
and our love forgotten.
But I am not so foolish as to hope that
I could buy your heart with my gifts.

Young is your life, your path long, and

you drink the love we bring you at one draught
and turn and run away from us.
You have your play and your playmates.
What harm is there if you have no time
or thought for us.

We, indeed, have leisure enough in old age

to count the days that are past,
to cherish in our hearts what our
hands have lost for ever.
The river runs swift with a song,
breaking through all barriers.
But the mountain stays and remembers,
and follows her with his love.

TOWARDS TO SKY

REALLY I WANT TO FLY,
TOWARDS TO SKY,
TO TOUCH TO CLOUDS,
TO TOUCH TO HEIGHTS,
LIKE A BIRD,
WHILE FLYING,
I WANT TO SEE,
THIS EARTH FROM THE SKY,
REALLY I WANT TO FLY,
REALLY I WANT TO FLY.

Pennies From Heaven

I found a penny today,
Just laying on the ground.
But it's not just a penny,
This little coin I've found.

Found pennies come from heaven,

That's what my Grandpa told me.
Grandpa said, Angels always toss them down.
Oh, how I loved that story.

He said when an Angel misses you,

They toss a penny down.
Sometimes just to cheer you up,
And make a smile out of your frown.

So don't just pass by that penny,

When you're feeling blue.
It may be a penny from heaven,
That an Angel's tossed to you

The Gift Shop By The Sea

Traveled to a beautiful shore
In a basket attached to a spar

High over an aquamarine sea,

With gentle waves, and great majesty
To the Gift Shop by the Sea.

To where only the rich can go

For Art, jewels, and mistletoe,

Carved furniture, statues of gold

And pearls and antiquities of old
In the Gift Shop by the Sea.

Offered to me as gifts by the Host,

The true one and only, Holy Ghost

A peace passing all understanding

Found only at the Gift Shop by the Sea.

TAKE ME AWAY

Take me away from all the sad stories
Take me away and release me with glory

Take me away with the true love that you�ve sent

Take me away leaving no hints

Take me away where there is peace

Take me away to a place where all pain has deceased

Take me away to the land of the free

Take me away let my soul to at once be

Take me away where there isn�t such a thing as dying

Take me away where there�s no more lying

Take me away to find love where it�s really true

Take me away to find that special one or was the way that I used to feel until the day I fell for you

MY WORLD

It's dark, very dark
I will blow my breath and blow the darkness away
I will crumple my arms
And let my energy come to my fingertips.
I will let my energy go
That will be the sun
Then I will take a piece of darkness
And put it on the other side
Of my world
That will be night
Then I will spit
And let my spit cover half of my world
That will be the seven seas
Then I will get some clay
And make some animals
I will blow my hand
That will make life
I will make a man out of clay too
That is my world

dost kahane se hi baaat nhi banti

Tum Mere Dil Me Samao To Koi Bat Bane,
Dost Kehne Se Hi Bat Nahi Banti,
Dost Ban K Dikhao To Koi Bat Bane 

Hum To Chup Chup Hi Rehte Hain Subho Sham Magar,
Tum Kabhi Aa k Hansao To Koi Bat Bane 

Sath Dene Ki Sab Bat Karte Hain,
Tum Agar Sath Nibhao To Koi Bat Bane.

Baat tab ki hai

Baat tab ki hai jab
HUSN parde me rahta tha aur
ISHQ use dekhne ki KHUDA se aarzu kiya karta tha
Kehta tha Ya KHUDA hawa ka ek jhonka aaye

Aur HUSN benaqab ho jaye,
Achanak ek din ISHQ chal basa aur
HUSN uske KABR pe Phool chadhane gaya
To hawa ka ek jhonka aaya

Aur HUSN benaqab ho gaya
To KABR se AWAAZ aayi
ya KHUDA ye kaise teri KHUDAI hai
Aaj jab maine parde me hun
To HUSN benaqab aayi hai

Pathar bhi chhupaye sar aapna

दिल जब से खुद हुआ तबाही का मंज़र अपना
मिसाल बना शहर में तनहाइयों का घर अपना

अब क्या करूं इजहारे वक़्त-ए-सख्त का गिला
बस जानो पत्थर भी छुपाये फिरे है सर अपना

मेरे एक कतरा-ए-अश्क का सवाल आ पड़ा
गरेबान झांकता रहा सदियों फिर समंदर अपना

देख ले जो ख्वाबों में भी मुझे क़यामत जानिए
धोले अश्कों से नज़र है दुश्मन इस कदर अपना

आँखों पर इंतजार सर पर फिकरे रोज़गार ले चले
जारी है ज़िन्दगी यूँ जारी ज़िन्दगी का सफ़र अपना

चुनता हूँ उसकी नींद की राहों से मैं बिखरे कांटे
सजाता हूँ उनसे बड़े नाजों से फिर बिस्तर अपना

गमो को दे कर ज़ख्मो की क़सम रोका मैंने
जहाँ रहता है मेरा कातिल न करे रूख उधर अपना

Meri zindagi

Aey Zindagi Bata Tujhko, Kaise Ye Samjhaaye,
Jab Raaste Na Mile To, Khud K Raaste Banaye...

Har Kisi K Zakhm Dekh Kar Na Yu Tilmilaaye,
Apna Nahi Hai Koi, Yaha Sabhi Hai Paraaye...

Na Chaand Saathi Hai Jo Har Raat Saath Nibhaaye,
Mauka Milte Hi Vo Bhi Kahi Baadalo Me Chip Jaaye...

Na Wakt Saath Hai Jo Tere Liye Theher Jaaye,
Na Kismat Se Hai Yaari, K Jo Tu Chahe Vahi Paaye....

Aey Zindagi Bata Tujhko, Kaise Ye Samjhaaye.....

Yaad

ek din khvaab dikhata hey mujhko,
fir neendon sey roz jagata hey mujhko,,

jid aur bhi badh jati hey meri,
jab koi aajmaata hey mujhko,,

khat sarey mujhey bhej key vapis,
yaad apni vo dilata hey mujhko,,

hey bharos ato jinda hoon magar,
karkey shaq kyun mitata hey mujhko,,

akas mey jo ghul gaya tha koi,
vo rang apney dikhata hey mujhko,,

yeh daayra a hasrat
apney lafjon ki mah pilata hey mujhko,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

chhoti si raat aayi hai

~~ naa chheD ai neend mujhe

chhoTii see raat aaii hai !

bikharii hai kuchh yaade

unako sawaarane to do ~~



~~ faasalo kaa nahii shok hamako

kyu yahaa durii aaii hai !


wo naa kare hame yaad

hame yaado se milane to do ~~



~~ baadalo mai gumaa hai wo baadal

ghaTaa phir se chhaaii hai !


daaman hai intazaar mai

ashako ko barasane to do ~~



~~ khoye hai ham is kadar

hawaa DhunDane aaii hai !

manzil kaa nahii naamo nishaa

raaho ko takane to do ~~



~~ kya bataate andhero ko haal

hoTho pe muskaan chhaaii hai !

kis sakun se so rahaa sahar

koii aahaT sunane to do ~~



~~ naa chheD ai neend mujhe

chhoTii see raat aaii hai ~~

Aankhen hansati hai aur dil rota hai

Aankhain hansti hain aur dil roota hai
Jab bhi mujh per tera khuloos hoota hai

Tere ghamoN ne itna mujhe sanwara hai
Her gham mein khushi ka ehsas hoota hai

Teri khushiyan hon tujhe hi mubarak
ab khushi mein gham ka khumar hota hai

Tere pahlu mein ho koyee bhi doost
Mujhe to bas tera hi gumaan hoota hai

Tu hai apne jauro sitam per nazaaN
Mujhe khud per aur aitbaar hoota hai

Takti hain nigahain jo rasta tera
Her aahat per tera gumaan hoota hai

Jab bhi dekhi hai nami aankhon mein
Javed sooch ker beikhtyar hoota hai

apni yadon ke liye itna mat tarsao

Apni Yaadon K Liye Bhi Itna Mat Tarsaao Tum
Jab Chahun Mere Khyalon Mein Aa Jaao Tum
Maine Wafa Nibhai Hai Har Daur Mein
Apni Wafa Ki Ek Jhalak To Dikhao Tum

Lab Sile Rahe Aur Hum Muskuraate Rahe
Khamshiyon Mein Siskiyan Chhupate Rahe
Ab Wo Dard Geet Ban Nikla Hai Kalam Se
Ek Baar Apni Aawaaz Mein Gungunao Tum

Dooriyan Ab To Dooriyon Se Bhi Door Go Gai
Itni Lambi Saza Mujh Bekasoor Ko Mili
Bhulaa Do Saari Khatayen Mita Do Saare Gile
Bas Ek Baar Mujhe Gale Se Lagao Tum

Wednesday 27 June 2012

Chhod do akela mujhe

Chhod do akela mujhe tum,
Na sath tumhara chaahiye,
ro lene do kaandho se lipat ke..
Na hath tumhara chaahiye..

*kaandho = diwaaro

Ras jo ghole the bolo me,
Faily thi jo baahe pyar me,
chhalki thi jo aankhe mere liye,
le lo vapis un bhaavo ko..
ki ab vo kadve ho liye..
na ab mujhe behlaiye..!!

Jo baate dil ko lubhaya karti thi..
man ko gud-gudaya karti thi..
mehkati thi kabhi jo khayaalo ko..
ankho me chamak bhar deti thi..
vahi baate tumhe dukh deti hai..
maayne badal ke tanz deti hai..
chhodo bhi ab jaane do..
rone do tanhaai ko.
Na saath tumhara chaahiye..!!

Pal-pal me kya ghatiT hua,
kahi man mujhse to nahi vyathit hua..
har lamha khushi dene ki chaahat ne..
har pal me pyar ka rang bhara..
fir bhi tum mujhse chhitak se jate ho..
uktaahat se mano bher jate ho..
ati har cheez ki hoti hai buri..
u hi kuchh keh kar tum..
mere pyar ko thukra dete ho.

Kabhi meri khushi ki khatir hi..
tumne hi aansu chhalkaaye the..
kayi baar mujhe hasaane ko..
tum sarhade paar kar aaye the..
aaj bhi vyakul ho jate ho..
jab aahe meri sunte ho..
na jane, fir kaise nishthur hote ho..
kaise yu muh faira karte ho..!!

kya hota hai, jab mujh per tum
toot ke yu barsa karte ho..
apna aapa khote ho..
behaal mujhe bhi karte ho..!!

har sukh dene ki mansha me..
khud hi dukh de jate ho..
tab pyar ko ghutan samajhte ho
aur apni jaan se rutha karte ho..!!

Kya dosh na jane hai mera..
jo yu thukrayi jaati hu..
har baar rauder roop ki
main hi kyu bhait chadhaayi jati hu.

Shayed, umeede badha leti hu main,..
ji-jaan se chaah leti hu main..
rom-rom mera rota hai..
jab yu dutkaar di jati hu main..!!

Chhod do akela mujhko tum..
ab na saath tumhara chaahiye..
rone do lipat ke mujhe kandho se..
Ab na haath tumhara chaahiye..!!

ehsas takrate rahe raat bhar

रात भर एहसास से एहसास टकराते रहे।
आए सनम आगोश मे शिकवे-गिले जाते रहे॥



दूरियां अब दूरियों से पूछती हैं दूरियां।
होंठ न कह पाए कुछ सांसों से थर्राते रहे॥



हाथ आए हाथ मे सब मन्नतें पूरी हुईं।
मेरे उनके दरमियाँ लम्हे भी मुसकाते रहे॥



करवटें-दर-करवटें थकता नहीं हममे कोई।
जिंदगी के पैराहन पर रंग बरसते रहे॥



''इश्क'' है इतनी ही ख्वाहिश आशनाई मे।
ख्वाब कुछ इस तरह के ही रात मे आते रहें॥

main hi akela

रात देर तक जाग के देखा,

कोई सितारा बुझा नहीं था।



मैं ही अकेला था महफ़िल में,


फ़िर भी मुझ पर फ़िदा नहीं था।



चाँद भी मुझ सा फिक्रमंद था,

मेरे गम से जुदा नहीं था।



कैसे मजा तुम दर्द का पाते ,

इश्क किसी से हुआ नहीं था.

itna toota hoon

Itna Toota Hoon Ke Choone Se Bikhar Jaaooga..
Ab Aur Duaa Dogi To Mein Mar Jaaooga..

Lekar Meraa Pata Waqt Apna Na Tum Zaaya Karo..
Main Banjaara Hoon.. Kyaa Jaane Kidhar Jaaooga..

Ishq Ne Tere Sab Kuch Badal Diya Hai Ab Mujhme..
Kaun Pehchaanega Basti Mein Agar Jaaoogaa..

Reh Jaayegi Sukhe Gulabon Mein.. Meri Yaadon Ki Nazar
Main Khushboo Hoon, Fizaao Mein Simat Jaaoogaa..

Hai Lamba Yeh Safar, Kayee.n Manzile Aur Aayegi..
Main Lamhaa Hoon .. Pal Bhar Mein Guzar Jaaooga..

Main Bhi Musaafir Hoon.. Jindgi Ki Kashti Ka..
Yeh Kahegi Jahaa, Main Wahi Utar Jaaoogaa...

Itna Toota Hoon Ke Choone Se Bikhar Jaaooga..
Ab Aur Duaa Dogi To Mein Mar Jaaooga..

Wo khubsurat lamha

Itna Toota Hoon Ke Choone Se Bikhar Jaaooga..
Ab Aur Duaa Dogi To Mein Mar Jaaooga..

Lekar Meraa Pata Waqt Apna Na Tum Zaaya Karo..
Main Banjaara Hoon.. Kyaa Jaane Kidhar Jaaooga..

Ishq Ne Tere Sab Kuch Badal Diya Hai Ab Mujhme..
Kaun Pehchaanega Basti Mein Agar Jaaoogaa..

Reh Jaayegi Sukhe Gulabon Mein.. Meri Yaadon Ki Nazar
Main Khushboo Hoon, Fizaao Mein Simat Jaaoogaa..

Hai Lamba Yeh Safar, Kayee.n Manzile Aur Aayegi..
Main Lamhaa Hoon .. Pal Bhar Mein Guzar Jaaooga..

Main Bhi Musaafir Hoon.. Jindgi Ki Kashti Ka..
Yeh Kahegi Jahaa, Main Wahi Utar Jaaoogaa...

Itna Toota Hoon Ke Choone Se Bikhar Jaaooga..
Ab Aur Duaa Dogi To Mein Mar Jaaooga..

Yaad kiya

muskan tere hontho se kabhi jaaye naa
gamo ki parchhayi bhi tum par aaye naa
tarso tum ek gam ko paane ke liye
par wo gam bhi teri jindgi me aaye naa


EK BAHANE SE AAPKO MAIL KARTE HAIN,
HR PAL AAPKI KAMI KA EHSAAS KARTE HAIN,
ITNI BAAR AAP SAANS BHI NA LETE HONGE,

MY One and only LOVE

MY One and only LOVE

There are just so many words
But I can't find one that's perfectly true.
I have said lots of I love you's
Have given you lots of kisses and hugs
I have given you my all
But still those are just not enough.
You're the only one I desire
You're the only one in my heart
Through good and
To my one and only love
That no one will ever compare
Take this simple vow
Let this be my devotion forever.
I love you and I will never leave you
No matter what happens I'll always be true
Though times may be rough
and days may be tough
I'll stick with you through and through
until the next life...